| so I think i'm going to start writing in this thing more....but not on this name.. I will be returning to agetupkid69 because it's cooler. I'll keep this one for every now and then. So dont need to get rid of it. Ciao |
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| So I've been thinking a lot lately about the deepness of some thoughts or feelings. How do you know if you're doing the right thing? Just because it feels right doesn't always mean it is. A serial killer can't say he did it because it felt right..not unless he pleaded insanity. What if there was a deeper sense in all of us that we just haven't really reached yet. What if somehow we could predict what was going to happen in the future from making the choices we make today. Like right now, I am writing this blog. What if when someone reads it they look into it more and they drive themselves mad trying to figure out if that's really how it is. This kind of thing has been in the shadows all of our lives and we don't take the time to look around and see what's really going on.
I know there are a lot of down-to-earth people. But just how down-to-earth are they? What does that mean anyways? In reality, we're all down-to-earth. Yet we all have our own ways of thinking and analysing things. We. Can't. Help. It. It's our human nature to question things and see them differently from other people. And when someone is trying to teach everyone to do something the exact same way, we then, in turn, become robots. Nothing more than mindless robots. So what good does it do to be down-to-earth? How exactly does that work? I mean, the government always is trying to get people to do everything the "right" way. But in truth, THERE IS NO RIGHT WAY! We only have our own ways. As long as it's not hurting me physically, it's not preaching to me, and it's not trying to mind-warp me, THEN BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT.
This also brings me to my argument about "Labels." Who decided it was time to judge people because they all had a common way of wanting to look. Just beacuse you wear all black doesn't mean you're goth or emo. And if you wear cowboy outfits, IT DON'T MEAN SHIT. Preps though, are a different story. Haha just kidding. But it doesn't matter. If you put EVERYONE in the same clothes and lined them all up, they would look the same. And that is the poison of fashion. It, in fact, -is- possible for someone to shop at Hot Topic and American Eagle and mix the clothes together and actually have it look good. Trust me I know, I've done it.
I realize that this blog has moved from one topic to another. But if you really think about it, I'm talking about the same thing. The human mind and how much like sheep some of us are. I just wonder why some people can't think for themselves. They always have to have someone do it for them.
If you are one of these people, and you don't want to admit it to yourselves, or you don't want anyone else to know [even though they probably might already], Then read my blog again. Ask yourself if you label, or only say, do, dress, or think ways because of what your friends do. And then find out if that's how you want to be for the rest of your lives.
I dont expect a lot of feedback on this blog. It's not really a "reply to me" blog. It's more of a "take a time to think this through" blog.
Another thing, have you ever thought that someone close to you might be hurting themselves because of something you said to them? It could be cutting, drinking, doing drugs, depression, backlashes, anorexia, bulemia, or insomnia. If you know someone who's like that, and you're really close to them, I urge you to talk to them about their problems. Find out what's really going on. Friend's like it when they have you there for them. They like knowing that they can have someone to confide in when they need it most. And when you need it, they will be there for you because you showed them that same kindness. Don't talk bad behind their backs, don't tell other people their secrets. And if they're in danger to themselves, do something about it. Tell their parents, the authorities, anyone. The last thing you want is to lose a close friend....I learned the hard way.
Just take the time to think this through. Ask yourself some questions and keep thinking deeper. Consider your future.
xobriittasaurusox
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| soooo I got my lip pierced a hippo chia pet it snowed i got black slip on vans with pink hippos on them and I'm really tired ta-da xobrittox |
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it's been over a year since i've written in this journal
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| i got a new xanga yo
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